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Tidak ada Bulan hari ini. Tidak ada Bulan kemarin. Aku sendiri dan tidak berada di sini
Semua orang adalah orang lain
Kupeluk tubuh sendiri Tambah sepi, tambah hampa
Malam apalagi
Aku membenci. Diriku dari segala. 
Ah! Lemah lesu tersedu mematikan mata lampu
Jendela terbuka
dan kenangan memasukiku sebagai angin
Mengingatkanku pada tabahnya hujan bulan Juni
dirahasiakannya rintik rindunya
kepada pohon berbunga itu
sepertinya halnya aku, mencintaimu dengan sederhana;
dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada.
Semua perihal diciptakan sebagai batas
Membelah sesuatu dari sesuatu yang lain
Hari ini membelah membatasi besok dan kemarin
Besok batas hari ini dan lusa
Lalu spasi jarak dan urusan dunia memisahkan kau dan aku. dan pada suatu hari nanti impianku pun tak dikenal lagi namun di sela-sela huruf sajak ini kau takkan letih-letihnya kucari.

Agustus 2016
untuk kenangan di tanggal 16, jangan pernah berubah, menjauh.

Saduran Aan Mansyur, Chairil Anwar, Sapardi Djoko Damono

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Song of the day.

If you feel so dumped, so deeply sad, like no one cares about you and your whole life turned so blue, you must listening to this song. For me the lyrics are uplifting, make people who lost their sprit feel re-excited again.

So, here it is. 
One of the song that includes of album "Yes!" that released in this year, 3 things by Jason Mraz. Enjoy:)

"3 Things"

There are three things I do when my life falls apart
Number one I cry my eyes out and dry up my heart
Not until I do this will my new life start
So that’s the first thing that I do when my life falls apart.

Oh, the second thing I do is I close both of my eyes
And say my thank-yous to each and every moment of my life.
I go where I know the love is and let it fill me up inside
Gathering new strength from sorrow,
I’m glad to be alive.

Things are looking up
I know above the clouds the sun is shining
Things are looking up
Love is still the answer I'm relying
Three little things
Things are looking up

The third t…

Songs From "Silencia"

Artist: Coldplay
Album          : Mylo Xyloto
Genre           : Electro-rock
Production   : 2011/Parlophone & EMI
Duration: 44:09 minutes
Mylo Xyloto is the fifth album of the band from London called Coldplay. Coldpay's member, which are Chris Martin (vocalist), Jonny Buckland (guitarist), Guy Berryman (bassist), and Will Champion (drummer), released their fifth album in 2011 after waiting for 3 years since the release of their fourth album, Viva la Vida or the Death and All His Friends in 2008.
The album's name, Mylo Xyloto, it's very unique and make some people feels curious about what's the meaning behind the name. Colorful graffiti on the album's cover gives the impression of cheerful and free, because the streaks are messy but meaningful.
This album is different, because the concept of this album is "Rock Opera." By working with Mark Osborne, a filmmaker, coldplay made a story about the war against sound and color in the world called "Silencia&q…

For the "Uncourageous" People

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I made this post for the people that has something to say for someone in their heart, in their life, in some situations, whether bad or good, whether their position on that situation is on up or bottom, and still many situation that makes your heart feels so burdened.
but they too shy to say. Too afraid to wrong. Too afraid to be a brave person. Too selfish to say sorry. Too worry to face the side-effect if they say the truth. especially about love.
You know what? sometimes the truth is hard to say, but someday you'll choose the truth than to lying over and over again, and someday you'll think that to be a honest person is the hardest thing to do. Even when your problem isn't very complicated than you think but to tell the truth isn't easy like flipping your hand. It will need a courage and self-confidence feeling, and also a trust to the person that you want to tell to. 
You must believe to yourself, too. Believe that you are quite brave to say…

good news. bad news.

hellowww fellas! how are you guys? I hope you all in a good condition :) sooo this is my second post on 2013, right?._. i don't know why, maybe I'm too busy too write a post on my blog *ok that's a lie._.* but i think that isn't a lie, because of my acceleration class program make me so busy all time. many assignment and school project that i have to do all time, and sometimes that things make me so sick @_@  but that's my choice so I must do that with spirit and keep smiling :D because both of them make me feels better when I'm in the bad times. 
last month, February I mean, I did my 2nd semester exam. so my grade will up to 11 :D *applause* and that's bring me a good and bad news._. what do you want to hear from me first? bad news or good news? okay, like an indonesian quote from a long time ago that said: "bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian," so i will tell you the bad news first._.
the bad news is................., some lessons mad…


ketika berdiam. ketika sepi. ketika sunyi. ketika sendiri.

apa yang kalian pikirkan?

imajinasi. fiktif. realita.

mungkin salah satu dari itu.
entahlah, mungkin ini awal dari kebimbangan.

ini adalah awal dari akhir.
mungkin ini sesuatu.
sesuatu yang tak pasti.

yang pasti, ini bukan puisi.
mungkin hanya sekedar kata-kata.

hanya ingin berbagi pikiran, itu saja.


I don't know what to writeeeeee. I'm just frustateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddd, with all this homeworkkkkkkkkkkkkk. it's too damn muchhhhhhhhhhhh. it was burned my braaaaaaaaaainnnnn, and well, i dont have any word to sayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I think it's enough.

well, see you again on the next post. I must finish my homework and I'll check my computer soon.